CHIKK[♥]HRUL

Monday, December 19, 2011

hi...

i will never ever delete this blog.... pls... i treasure it...there's so many memories bout us...even though im not with u...i will still keep this blog.. walaupun u ckp blog ni dah basi...blog ni lah yng blh buat i hapi slalu...u tau tak...

~i wont delete~

chikk'a'hrul is still there..... dun forget!

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Friday, September 2, 2011

where are u?

hmmm...3 day of had past...so fast...still waiting for her to read my blog...mane sey die menghilangkan diri??...haish...tsk...chikkas mohammad (adam's)...hmm...dah tukar name sey...congrats...im glad...u make it...hehe...hmm...tapi jgn lupe i...bace blog kite ni...ni kenangan manis n pahit kite...sampai ke tue pon i akan bace blog u...never forget this blog...nice pic of u in purple...same colour this year...hheehehe...cool...i like...hmm...stay preety alright...sori i have to post in here..i dah takleh msg u in fb...u dah delete i.... btw i miss going out with u...aku rindu kau bodoh...hehehehe... "wink" :)

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Wednesday, August 31, 2011

lonely.

hey....raye tahun ni amat sunyi tanpe u...i just dont know...i just feel lonely...dah tak mcm dulu...slalu dulu u slalu ikot family i g jalan raye...bt now..like there's no one holding my hand n walk beside me...i feel like wanna cry thinking of it...i just miss u...i dont know how to describe...i hope u r okie...n sihat slalu...i hope u had a great hari raya...hehe..mesti u lawa kan pakai baju kurung...haha...i slalu doakan yang family sentiase slamat n sihat...i know sometimes u do read my blog...im sori lau i tak update...lame kan kite tak contact...haish...dulu i susah nak lupekan u..tapi skarang my imaginary start to lost bout u...but u still dont wanna go out from my heart... fb pon u dah delete i dari ur list...mmg lah sedih bile u post cam tu kat i...sampai kadang2 i takleh terime die alek sey...skarang i ask her nt to cntct me animore,..feel sucks rite...hmm...takpelah...jodoh di tangan tuhan...taktau sape yang akan bersame i nnt...harap u takkan benci sampai lah kite mati k...nii blog untuk u aje...no one else read it...hmm...lau u dapaat bace blog i ni...u kirimsalam kat ur family k...i rindu sangat ngan dorang...lau u kahwin jgn lupe jemput i tau...n make sure im the first one to know...make sure ehk...hmm...chikka...i miss u alot...feel like meeting u...but we cant...its nt right for us to meet...hope u gt a better guy nw yang boleh jage u...i know there's sumone yang boleh jage u n serasi ngan perangai u..once again slamat hari raye..maaf zahir dan batin..kalu i ade sakit kan hati u atau gurau yang kasar..i mintak maaf...halal kan makan minum i selame i dgn u...mintak ampun banyak2...

salam rindu;

muhammad shahrul haizam.

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Monday, August 1, 2011

OMG!

hey guys...tat time i met her again...n i cried alot...i just dont know how to explain to her animore..i just love her more than anione...i do go out with girls...but i didnt do anything to them or not even hold their hands too...i just dont know y i feel diff...i think its not time for me to find other girls...its really hard for u to forget sumone who u r close too...for me...i still cant forget her..i know her heart...when she meet me...i know tat she still love me...cos of her eyes...she really wanna say sumthing...but she's scared to say...i know that..if u love sumone so much...u will know wat her heart is saying...every one had a chance to live...so i gave her another chance...n she also gave me another chance...although its not easy...but we have overcome it...sumtimes...i do reaD my blog...i mean my old blog or anything about us....i cried...i really cried...yes u can say tat im like aqua...but this is a real love...u cant imagine if u lost sumone..hmm...she told me tat she cried for a week after break up...wat about me?i think i cant slip the whole month...till i met her....on 30/07/2011...i met her...n i dont know y...my heart really miss her...i miss her hug...kiss..smile..laughter...calling me b...her soft touch...haish...but on that day...me trying to bring back CINTA CHIKKAHRUL....n i did it...but the problem is my parents...i broke up with her not bcoz of i hate her...its bcoz of my parents n my sedare..yelah...korang tak abes2 ckp tak berkenan lah ape lah...haish...kasi lah die peluang untuk berubah...haish...nvm...if they still dont like...i can live on my own....its my life...my future...y do people have to control?its better sitting in prison then sit outside....haish....b...i hope ur promise is true...not a fake one k...i dont wanna be hurt animore...but...but...if u got sumone u love so much...n he wanna settle down with u ASAP..then go ahead...im not forcing u animore..k...its just that i luv u so much...n i want u to live happily..alrite?...b...lets continue the story of <3 CINTA CHIKKAHRUL <3....ITS ALIVE B!

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Wednesday, July 27, 2011

hey chikka!

hey chikka...shah nak terus terang ngan chikka...hopefully chikka dapat bace ni text...coz i dah takleh fb u ag or kol u or msg u...shah nak bilang yang shah putus ngan chikka bukan kerane benci...its about my future...my family...when im with u..i banyak menyusahkan family i...i sayang u...bukan i tak sayang...cume i rase kite takleh bersame...i cant lie to my family animore..coz my family dah nampak perangai btol u...i taknk org benci i kerane u...its actually hard lah nak tglkan u...but i think for my future n u should tink of ur future too...hmm.. i tau i banyak control u...mane u nak g sume tak blh...skarang u dah ade freedom...u can go anywhere rite?hmm... n the other thing is im going to sail out from singapore...i have to find a bigger job n pay...skarang family i ngah susah..so i've to help them...i feel very lonely lepas kite tak bersame...kadang2 i doo cry lah...sebab ur pic masih ade kat umah i...masih gantung ag...bukan i nak menyesal lah...tapi syg...i tau...ur family pon benci me n ur sedare too...hmm...btw...ag pon...i dah tak rase yang u beri kasih syg kat i selame ni,...n u r being unffair too...slalu u je blh...i sume tak blh...haish...dahlah...tu sume kisah lame...jgn ingat2 kan lagi lah kan...hmm...hope u dont delete ur blog...n i dont delete mine...cos i wanna keep this blog forever....this is our history...k...im reALLy sori to make u wait for me tat time...im sori for everything i've done...i ade marah u ke ape ke..for me u r good...but its not the behaviour i want...so...i hope u changed for ur future husband...i hope u can manage to take care of ur future ones...hmm...family come first k....hmm...btw chikka,...hapi belated birthday....hope u r happy with ur life now...coz im not gonna be there for u animore...skarang tdo pon sebelah kosong je...hmm....hopefully u tak perna ade rase marah terhadap i skarang ni k....hmm...tc tau...lau ade jodoh kite jumpe ag k...insyallah.

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Tuesday, July 19, 2011

wtf!!